Chapter 20: Journal Entry 3.5

Journal Entry 3.5

Good evening Journal, for the second time today I find myself writing about the day’s events. I’m exhausted, but I still have the night to get through. As soon as I’m done writing, I have to call Roger and deal with that mess. I just thought I’d write a little bit about Colin, because I actually saw him and Kaley together today. They make a cute couple. He’s really shy, but relaxed, if that makes sense to you. Even though I haven’t so far liked Kaley’s choice in boyfriends, I don’t mind him. He seems like a nice boy.

We all hung out for a long time. Colin took Kaley home tonight. We watched the band until at least eleven, and then we all headed out and took a walk along the Erie Canal. I can’t wait to get time to walk, jog, and bike along the canal this summer. Maybe mom will let me be alone for once. Anyway, The mosquitoes were attacking us like vultures on road kill, so we decided it would be best to either take shelter or go home. I had things to do, so I opted out for home, and the rest followed.

How do you bring up the idea that your boyfriend’s property, more or less, is going to be invaded for a span of two weeks? Its not exactly something you can just pop up and say. I suppose I could say that I promised the boy – and I did, really. I promised Tom a long time ago that I’d let him stay with me if he came over here from England. I’d rather keep my word and upset my boyfriend. If Roger can’t trust me enough, then maybe he needs to learn to.

I suppose I should go call him and get it over with. He can’t stay mad at me forever, right? I’m just worried about him freaking out and breaking up with me, or leaving me for those weeks to fend for myself. Its like running away is the best way out for him sometimes, and that’s the one thing I hate. Maybe I’m just being paranoid, and everything’s going to turn out fine. Maybe.

On a side note…shit, I can’t remember what I was going to write. I’m looking forward to the summer? Who knows.

-Storm